The past few weeks seem to have been a bit of a panic. I have been worrying about everything possible! It is hard to rationalise with yourself when all you can see is negative points. My main worries have been that the amount of work I've completed isn't enough, which has meant late nights and early mornings! You'd think that spending so much time researching would provide a vast amount of information to contribute to the module. I couldn't be further from this. Time goes incredibly fast, and before you know it, hours have passed with not much progress.
I have been jotting down a structure in which to present everything as it has been a research based project, with the odd work experience days here and there.
I am eager to hear what everybody else is doing and to find out if I am the only one worrying. This is unlikely as I cannot be the only one struggling to find their feet. The mention of presentations always throws me to as I get nervous when talking about anything to do with myself. There is a fear that I'm doing well enough. Coming from a photography background where I have had to present and talk about my photographs on a regular basis, you would think that I would be brilliant at it by now. This is not the case unfortunately! Nerves get the better of me when I'm in the spotlight! Behind the camera please!
I'm not disappointed with my progress because I know that a lot has been learnt since I started the module and my ideas have changed and developed. I would have room for concern if nothing had changed! I have discovered things I never knew and stumbled upon paths I never knew existed. A whole interesting and exciting world is being opened up to me and I'm looking forward to diving deeper in to it and expanding in to a sector so rewarding.
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